Lent 2025 Day 36

John, the Beloved and Disciple
John 13:23 | Luke 18:31-34
 
John the Beloved, the disciple whom Jesus loved, offers us a vision of deep intimacy with Christ. Among the Twelve, he is portrayed as the one closest to Jesus in both affection and understanding, reclining beside him at the Last Supper, standing at the foot of the cross when most had fled, and receiving the care of Mary from Jesus’ dying breath. Tradition holds that John was the youngest of the disciples and the author of the Fourth Gospel, a gospel marked by poetic reflection, layered theology, and radiant love.

In John 13:23, we are drawn into a moment of quiet tenderness—the beloved disciple leaning on Jesus’ chest. It is a profoundly human image of comfort, closeness, and trust. In a culture that often shames vulnerability and limits expressions of love, especially between men, this moment shatters convention. It reveals a Savior who welcomes intimacy and a disciple who is unafraid to draw near. During Lent, when we often focus on discipline and sacrifice, John reminds us that the heart of discipleship is relationship.

Luke 18:31-34 brings us to a moment of confusion. Jesus tries to prepare his followers for his suffering and death, but “they understood nothing.” This contrast between prophecy and comprehension is striking—especially when read alongside John’s closeness to Christ. Intimacy does not always mean understanding. We can be near Jesus and still struggle to grasp his path. Yet, even in their misunderstanding, John and the others continued to follow.

Lent makes space for that kind of following—not perfect, not certain, but faithful and near.
John’s presence at the crucifixion and his role in caring for Mary show a discipleship shaped by compassion and courage. He did not run. He stayed. And in his staying, he was entrusted with new family, new responsibility, and new revelation. He becomes not just a witness to the Passion but a vessel of Christ’s ongoing love.

In a world that often equates faith with certainty or performance, John invites us to simply abide. To rest our heads close to Jesus. To listen even when we don’t fully understand. To love boldly, vulnerably, and loyally. He teaches us that the way of the cross is not only about endurance—it is about presence.

Reflection:

• What does it mean for you to be “the one whom Jesus loves”? 
• Where are you being invited to draw closer to Christ, even in mystery or confusion? 
• How might intimacy with Jesus reshape your understanding of Lent—not as a burden, but as an invitation? 

Breath Prayer: Inhale: Beloved of God… Exhale: I rest in You.

May this Lenten season be a time to recline closer to Christ, to dwell in his love, and to find strength in gentle intimacy.

Amen.